Last night was NA Fall Ball. There was about 150 people in attendance. I seen a lot of addicts come together and partake in clean fun. We cooked 50 pounds of roast and huge bags of potatoes, gravy , corn, and rolls. It was a lot of work. I see the service work getting done just not by any more then 10% of the people. 
    I like to complain about being in the 10% that do most of the service work. I find it hard to be grateful to be of service sometimes. I know in my heart that if I didnt do service work I would probally not have what I have today.What scares me is the fact that when my term of service is up who will fill my shoes. I am glad my higher Power gives me challenges. Where would I be withoout service work? What would my life be? The answer to those questions are not where I need to be. So am I really complaining about service work? Maybe there is something else in my life that i am not happy with.I know that I dont have enough time in my every day. I hope I feel different about life when I am done with school. This last weekend was filled so I didnt have Tim time. Anywho I am not sure if I blog right But I do feel better.
 

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Listening to the guys talk about some of there fantastic inventions. I am sure glad I get the oppurtunity to listen to the insane crazy ways that I used to be a part of. I spoke the other day at the treatment center I work for and I dont care how many times I share my expierience strength and hope I still get choked up at times. I think its speaking of the misery I caused. I am so grateful to be where I am. Life is so good having a life where the only thing that matters is just for today. This is my first time blogging and I think I did it right. A new slogan is the "Power of The Stroganoff."

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