Good morning my friend, may God be with you on this beautiful day. Smile because peace, joy and happiness is all around. But before you start your day, don't forget to put on your holy crown. Enjoy this day because the holy spirit is in control. My friend have a peaceful day.
Congrats on the 2 weeks ... baby steps ... we can't do it all in 1 day or so ... took some of us a very long time to get here ... some never make it! Hope and pray that you stay around!
Dustyboots wrote:
Just dropped in to say HEY ... see how you're doin' and wishing you well!
thank you im doing good! been sober 2 weeks now after my F**k ups and im understanding step one better now
A little bit yes but i went four days sober and sliped up last nite...so im still strugeling but like everyone said it will come to me when i finaly hit bottom
Oh my goodness I hve had more slip ups than anyone! BUT, what has happened is I have learnt from them, learnt more about myself, more about my triggers, more about lots of things, and its really helped!
I am not sure about the rock bottom thing, I was at rock bottom, but still I kept slipping, albeit not seriously. I think its such a hard thing to battle that we make mistakes, we keep trying it out to see if we can cling on to our old friend alcohol, but in time we learn we cant.
Please read my own blogs on relapses, it might help you to understand that you are not alone in this, and others make mistakes!
Are you managing to get to any meetings? Or read any AA stuff?