If i only could comprehend step one i think it would be easier for me to stay sober but i just dont get it! "We admited we were powerless over alcohol and that our lives had become unmanageable" Well i know im an alcoholic there is no denying that and i reconize and belive that my life has become unmangeable because of my alcoholizm. So why is it still so hard for me to turn alcohol away? I dont understand what i am supose to do next? To me i fully understand what step one is saying but odviously not cuz im still drinking?? Is there something im missing or ignoring about step one?? This is so frusterating to me!
