I agree with Sissy's blog and comments. Of course we are buddies, we have been there, experienced it the same, and now see the light! We are both grateful and happy to be alive, sober and FREE. Your blog was an eye-opener for sure. It showed us where we were and it was ugly. We can now safely say, it's ok. It's GREAT to be Sober! It's work, but VERY much worth it in the end. I wish you luck, safety and love. Tina