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I am SO PROUD to say 30 DAYS drug free!! Thank you all for your encouragement and kind heartfelt words!!
God is GREAT!!
Crying, trying, praying! My husband leaves tomorrow for 16 weeks for Calvary Trooper training!! I'm so glad I know god, and trying to live in the moment but he's just leaving, am I selfish? We have a 4 y/o daughter, that I HAVE To pick up all the pieces when it finally hits hr that daddy's NOT coming home tonight or the next 120 nights.....I feel SOOOOO ALONE, I feel like he's pushing himself away before he's even gone...
I am ok, I will NOT turn to the evil one!! I just feel alone!! :[
Hey guys hading to the Cape for the weekend, my sister has a home there, we'll go get some well needed family time and go to the Ocean and just suck in God's Beauty!
I feel real good, I've had my up's and downs but overall Holding on..
I have to wear a fasionable heart monitor, due to some flutters in my chest, funny tho, none since I've been free of drugs! So praying I'm healthy and ect..
Stay in the Spirit my friends..
oxox,
Lola
Well he just came home and told me he is leaving in 10 DAYS!! stationed at Ft. Knox KY where my son is, he'll be there for 16 weeks as a Calvary Scout....
hoooohummm......
Recovery First!!
YES, 15 day's, I feel good, my walk with the lord has grown stronger and stronger, I am so greatful for that!
I am having a REAL strugle concidering my 39 Y/O husband has decided to join the Army, he is still at his Physical portion, since yestrday at 4pm and it's now almost 5pm, and the LAST step of the final sign the papers and off to boot camp he goes...
I've had a tough enough time with my 20 Y/O going into the Army 1 1/2 years ago, went to Afghanistan for 6 months, got married 2 months later to a girl he hardly knew, I mean she is nice, but put the brakes on would someone PLAESE?
So here I sit wondering what part of the country I'll be living in as an Army wife, "HELLO" It's about me right now, I know sounds selfish as can be but come on, and to boot we have a 4 Y/O daughter, I mean how will she handle this, can I be a single mom NOW?
I feel overwhelmed, I have NO desire to use any drug of any kind, I just feel depressed I can say, yes depressed!
He, "my husband" is a good man and provider, we went through a real ROUGH patch, I mean ROUGH, "Jerry Springer" like stuff...Not knowing if a divorce is what I wanted or want or what... But here I am, I am drug free and
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh although I'm going through all this STUFF I am still thanking the Lord, I am fustrated but OK........
If you've made it this far and can understand my ramble "Bless your heart" I just had to release my Overload....
Peace and Hugs my friends.. Day by Day, Min by Min....
I feel So Blessed that somehow I stumbled onto this site, Thank you ALL for your kind support, encouragement, It means so much to me, I feel not so alone and for that I am so gracious!
Miracles have been happening in my life, I,m doing it God's way.. I am feeling free!
What a GREAT feeling.. Holding on to that pink cloud!!
Anyway, Thank you!!
Hugs,
Lola
 I feel REAL good today! ALIVE!!! I was talking with a recovering addict and she mentioned that I was on "The Pink Cloud" BUT I will come off of it..?! I am confused, am I supposed to know about the pink cloud?
Is it a Step, a saying? Maybe Ill google it, I have no clue, all I do know, is I KNOW i'll have good days, Great day's and Bad days, But for today I AM GOOD!!
I am taking it min by min, But gesh I am SOOO freakin overwhelmed!! I feel like it cant go to EVERY meeting, I dont feel the need or desire to use Thank you Lord! I just get confused "12" Steps and all, Is it possible to do your own thing the way you think you'll heal? I am a Christian, I pray, I listen to Gospel CD's ect, I feel good about that KWIM? I mean of course I keep my lines open to talk and pick up the phone, I just feel Overwhelmed, I feel a death has occured and I'm mourning, I do have great support.... uhhhhhhh just flappin I guess! Thank you for listening! Today I am well! "Hard" but well!
I went out and walked my first full, "On a Track" since being "FREE of pills" Mile, it felt so great!, Amazing how much I THOUGHT I was doin being HIGH, I am just starting life again...
I am PROUD!
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