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My Friends
Posted On 12/12/2006 07:46:40

For all My Friends in recovery 

A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar fromits hiding place in the closet.She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully.Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes.

Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing.. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!

"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy! A miracle."

"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.

"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now.So how much does a miracle cost?""We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening a little.

"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs." The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"

"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money."

"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago . "One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly."And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to." "Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents---the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."

He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents.

Let's see if I have the miracle you need."

That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed free of charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well.Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place. That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"

Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost...one dollar and eleven cents; plus the faith of a little child..

In our lives, we never know how many miracles we will need..

A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law.. 

My Miracle is I've not taken a drink today with the help of my friends in recovery.

MY OATH TO YOU...

 When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.

When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.

When you are worried.....I will give you hope.

When you are confused.....I will help you cope.

This is my oath.....I pledge till the end.

Why you may ask? Because you're my friend.

 _________________________________________________________

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A good day
Posted On 12/03/2006 18:07:53

today is my wifes birthday.The wife I nearly lost.Today my son and his wife to-be came for lunch and brought their dogs. Today my daughter rang me just to talk. Today has been a good day. Today I have not taken a drink......I pray that there will be many more days like this BUT no matter what kind of a day I have or what life throws at me every day will be a good day as long as I do not take a drink. 

keep well

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how can I help a friend
Posted On 12/01/2006 07:47:42

I have a friend who has multiple addictions

she has asked about comming to meetings with me but when the time comes she makes an excuse and stays at home.

can i do anything ....other than  give her support and wait till she is ready ?

I really want to help but can not think of anything else I can do. I will ask my sponsor tonight.

Any ideas ????    

 

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I am your disease
Posted On 11/29/2006 07:37:53

found this on another blog

I know this person too well.....met him again a few weeks ago but luckilly he left after 3 days. Hope its a long time ,if ever, before I meet him again. 

 

 

I am your Disease

I Hate meetings...I Hate higher powers...I Hate anyone who has a program.To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering.

Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. I Am cunning, baffling, and powerful. That's Me. I have killed millions and I am pleased.

I love to catch you with the element of suprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, haven't I? Wasn't I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn't you call on me?

I was there, I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry.Better yet, I Love to make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry.

When you can't feel anything at all. This is true gratification. And all that I ask from you is long term suffering. I've been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn't deserve these good things, and I was the only one who would agree with you. Together we were able to destroy all the good things in your life. People dont take me seriously. They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes, they take seriously. Fools. Without my help these things would not be possible. I am such a hated disease, and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace.

More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, Your meeting, Your higher power. All of these things weaken me, and I can't function in the manner I am accustomed to. Now I must lie here quietly. You don't see me but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I may live. When you live I may only exist. But I am here...

And until we meet again, If we meet again, I wish you death and suffering.

 

_Author Unknown 




Nearly a year
Posted On 11/24/2006 10:55:33

Its nearly a year since I had a drink. back working now , money is good , no real problems to worry about even my daughter is talking to me ...... so why do I feel so sadf and tired.

Hey I'm SOBER so its agood day !!!

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