Hi My Friendly Friends!!
First I have to thank you all for the place of warmth and understanding and safety you have made (4 me!) here! What a relief and shelter from the storm! I am grateful for your healthy participation in my recovery-you have no idea! *ok down to business*
I just now got around to getting the books my therapist assigned four years ago (!!!) by Harriet Lerner, PhD's; specifically The Dance of Anger. But I needed all of them-The Dance of Connection, The Dance of Fear(!!), The Dance of Intimacy, and The Dance of Deception-because I've been known to leave out vital details and embellish details to my own advantage- and that's not okay anymore. So.... this behavior of mine goes deep. I expect to sit and spin on step four for AWHILE. I've got 41 years of avoidance to face up to. Oh Joy. And I will be sharing my breakthroughs, but right now I'm in the trenches. I don't appreciate addressing my family rolemodels and unwritten rules book. This process is stripping me down to the metal-for real! I get strength from God's scriptures and and neet people like yourself. Thank you for joining me, I love you all very much,
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