this is going out to my entire recovery family, im just checking in by blog to let everyone know that my life is truly full of beautiful blessings. of course life shows up daily but today i DO NOT get loaded over it. ive been extremly busy with work & working my program ( the steps). as most of you know, ive been struggling for a few months with my 4th step but ive finally accepted GODS will is for me to recovery from a seemlessly hopeless state of mind. i want to thank ALL of you for being such a HUGE part of my recovery. oh yeah, i just got a new tattoo on my arm right above my wrist that is 1 big star & 5 lil' stars, inside the big one is my recovery date.WOW !!! did i take a step of faith by doing that. anyways , all is good here in vegas, i keep all of you in my prayers always. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ......
ive come to the realization that it must truly be GODS WILL for me to live . today only by GODS GRACE am i 18 months clean & sober. yes im only human so i have MANY character defects that i work on daily. but as long as i dont pick up NO MATTER WHAT i will grow up on a daily basis. life can be very intimidating for me at times but i try & remind myself that GOD has not brought me this far just for s**t. & giggles!!!
i want to thank EVERYONE here for being such a strong support in my recovery. sometimes its the littlest things that make such a difference to someone like me. i love all of you very much ~~~~~~ michelle
