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Life is change.Growth is optional.Choose wisely.I think these difficult times have helped me to understand better than before how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way,and that so many things one goes around worrying about are of no importance whatever .Examining myself as i may,I can no longer find the slightest trace of the anxious,agitated individual of those years,I'm seeing new things,real voyage of my discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.  

Tags: Wonderful

Looking back at the life i once had.I see that  account,it was a struggle .the feeling of wanting to get high still over comes me today it sucks bad. realizing i was bound by the iron chain of my own will.I was rather an unwilling sufferer than a willing actor .And yet was through me that habit had become an armed enemy against me ,because i had willingly come to be what i unwillingly found myself to be.I'm hoping that my(hp) can break the shackles sin that holds me.  

Tags: Angry

AS i was moving my things from one home to another after my wife had it with me,and assorting my things in my new place.the phone rang.I hurriedly set down ,my stuff and rushed to answer the the call before the machine kicked in ."hello," I said .NO reply.I said hello again when I heard rustling, but still no response.So i hung up and went back to my stuff on the floor.After being out all night from getting high I was very tried .When I picked up my cell phone I realize i had speed dialed my new home phone number!.To this day i think it was my (hp) giving me a sign .WOW!!!!!!!

Tags: Reflective

Many people make resolution on new years day,promising themselves(and sometimes god) that the next year of life will be different.We determine that habits are going to be changed and new patterns of behavior developed.

Resolution like these are highly commendable and can often serve as a stimulus to spiritual growth.But not always Sometimes i'm carried out too soon only are forgotten.

Samuel Johnson ,deeply committed Christian who lived in the 18th century,frequently wrote resolutions in his journals. Here is a typical entry:" I have correct no external habits,nor kept any of the resolution made in the beginning of the year,yet I hope still to be reformed,and not to lose my whole life in idle purposes".

It is good to engage now and then in self-examination.We should face up to the change that need to be made,and then make plans for how we're going to implement them.I realize that my devotional habit are weak and inconsistent , I'll resolve to spend some time daily in focused on fellowship with the god of my understanding my(hp).I'll ask the spirit to help me in this consistent practice through all of my tomorrow.

Tags: Comfortable

Look to this day.In it lie all the realities and verities of existence,the bliss of growth ,the splendor of action,the glory of power.For yesterday is but a dream and tomorrow is only a vision.But today, well-lived, makes every tomorrow a vision of hope........

Tags: Enthusiastic

Hello;

family my name is "Eric", An i am an addict ,I'm keeping this reminder up front because the day that it comes i will look back for the full picture and pray that my (hp) may use all my sober buddy's to join the fight................moments like this is why i 'm greatful

Tags: Serene

You wander from room to room hunting for the diamond necklace that is already around your neck,,,,,,,,,wow! i heard it in a meeting today........

Tags: Reflective

I am seeing new things every day, some good, some not so good. Life still sucks at times, but I don't drug over it. My wife still loves me (sometimes I wonder why). But Darn it - it is finally good to be really alive.  undecided, unsure and wondering; All i have to do is don't pick up .I want it - one day at a time,and share my feelings I'm sure that I'll be o.k.

Tags: Disappointed

if  your is the "most important" thing to you then it's your prison...........day after day,
       behavior,,,,,to the  body not the personality that is the true self ,even on the point of death we can say to ourselves ,i can not be caged .........."i am  free"
                       "i am free"
                       "i am free"  

Tags: Depressed