"" F***ing up relationships, hurting myself, dissapointing myself and others"
My friend...if those are hobbies...I have the same ones. Don't look back...look a head to a great new beginning and new hobbies. This is just how you must have felt about yourself when you made your page. You will know more about yourself and what you like to do as hobbies as you take each step. Learn you, know you, love you! The past is the past...there is an awesome future waiting for you!!! One day at a time and each new step you make! Philip's a wise man!
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