Good day to all, it has been a bit since here. I have come back home, back to work, and new sponsor. Times are tough, irritable and aggravatiing in the home. The understanding is just not there, they say i have lttile time for them. I explain I am doing what "I" need to, I feel most release at meetings and at work, my mind is free from stress and over thinking..This is tough and I wonder if I should of terminated any relatioons with this home because of bad habits, time, and place..? I do not know, but will keep plugging away one day at a time..God bless, and thank you all..

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Ok I made it back "home" after getting sober, she is upset, her son says he hates me, and I just want to laugh. Am I wrong or is it true the past is in the past?..I love you all and want so much more!!
God bless
dan

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Hello to all, first of all I want and need to say thank you for everything..I will be going home tomorrow from staying with family to get sober. I have my 30 days and feel wonderful, thankful and grateful. It is just the beginning but it is a start. My employer wants me back, and that is huge! I am fearful of the old, but am confident in the program I have started and you all play a big part in that. Some more than others, but thank you to all. I want to be there for any of you, as well as new comers. This is a great place, and so convenient..I am so grateful, and I cannot say thank you all enough..Stay True!!...

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Good morning, this day has been a long time coming. Day 30 for me!! It has been a few years since this has happened, but I am more grateful this time than I can explain.  As I live my life this time around day to day, things are slowly falling into place and I do not have to control, or manipulate for them to happen. I thak god, my program, my family, and everyone of you. I look to take new steps in life sober, ME, my work, and relationships. I am scared but excited without words...I thank each and everyone of you, you help make these things happen.

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This day I am so grateful to be sober almost 30 days. I will be returning home to family and work. The fear is there, but I pray for god to guide me through this transition back to "normalcy." I have only god, the program, my family, and you all to be thankful to for me getting to this point. I am in this for the long haul, no turning back. I have finally gained some of myself back after so many years..Thank you to all..God Bless

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A new day, a new month and god is showing me it's worth it. In and out of the program for years this is it. I have given myself completely, and in this short time of commitment, shows. I have gotten sober in Vegas with family. Today I reveived a call from my employer wanting me return because I am an asset. So I will return home an contiinue my program and resume a "normal" life, well ok maybe not normal, but back to work and of service. This would not have happened if I had not asked god, been working my program, and been completely honest with myself and others around me. I thank eveyone involved with me, my life and my sobriety. I am so grateful today. Thank you ALL!!

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Since I can remember I have always portrayed a happy, cheerful and peaceful person. I have to admit to myself that is not always as it seems. I go through struggles were I challenge my own choices of life. I pray for the guidance, as well reach out and listen to all of of supporters and friends. One day at a time I know I stay sober, I now am realizing as well one day at a time I am opening up to be honest with myself, god, and those closest to me. I have god and all of you to thank. It is not easy, but I am so grateful to see these characteristics being seen at open face..I thank each and everyone one of you..

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I awake today with a bit of fear. I am will be going bk home in about a week or so and hope and pray I can find great people like I have found in meetings here in Vegas. i made the choice to get sober here with family and friends. I know no matter where I am the wonderful people of this fellowship are in this together. I have to rely on god to keep me safe and sober as I work daily on my program. I know it is one day at a time, but the mind works in mysterious ways. I am thankful no matter where I may be I can come here and share with you all..Thank u!!!

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Another day has passed. Each day I see more that I do not need the control. It has not been so long since my last drink, but god is providing for me, more so than I could imagine. The support from you all and my family gives me such strength, it is unexplainable. As seen, and heard from others, I eventually want to tackle the smoking of cigarettes. Is the time now?, I do not now. When the time is right I hope that I am aware, but for now I will rely on me, my program (god), my family and all of you! Thank you all..

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