Brokenwing, My insight is only good somtimes. I miss Portland sometimes. Everything that is open late, teenage stuff like cruising on Broadway and 122nd st which I dont think they do anymore I am not sure.Did you do that stuff back in the day? I am proud of days free. I was honest with someone else about my sobriety and got scolded.I am very much struggling right now to stay clean. My addicion is presciption drugs and in one of my blogs I said how easy of a an addiction it is to hide from people not that that is good in any way but I really want to stop I don't feel good anymore always sick. Any advice that is not preachy would be appreciated I don't have any friends I can talk about it with. Any help will I will take to heart. Thank you RayRay
