Tomorrow, by the grace of God I will be six months sober. And although I don't think I have grown.....I look back at my blogs and at my journal and I have really changed ( not 100%, but there is some change) I am starting to accept life on lifes terms. It is no longer my will (well most of the time) it is God's will. He does have a plan for me and I must be patient. I am becoming a stronger person....the tears don't come as often now. And I am starting to accept that at this point my children are in a better place. It sure ain't easy but I try. I have been attending a weekly Step meeting and I think this has helped me out alot. Thank you to everyone here for your support and words of encouragement when I really needed them.I shall move forward "One Day at a Time"