Ok, I am not some dream freak but this was wild. 

During the day I was at a Washington State U. Cougars football game.  I was tailgating with some friends & a few vehicles down a truck had the tailgate down.  There was one of those "Texas liters" of Jack Daniels that was half full on the back.  Those freaks did not touch it and I could not stop focusing on it.  I was saying to myself "do I have to go over there & show those wimps how to do it?"   Well all was good & I went to the game.  THAT NIGHT:  I dreamed I was driving around, going to meetings with that bottle in my truck and I was just wasted.  I pulled into a muddy parking lot spinning my wheels spitting mud everywhere.  The lot was full but I found a tight spot on a hill and pulled it in.  I opened the door and fell out in the rain & mud.  I was able tried to hide the bottle and go inside.  After the meeting and all the rain I was stuck because I had high-sided the rig on the dirt mound.   I slammed it into reverse, floored it, and just spun the tires.  Other cars were stuck and getting help from a tow truck.  I was so pissed so I took a big swig, and threw it into 4x4 and I was still stuck.  Mud was flying all over & I started rocking it back & fourth.  Then it budged and I pulled it out looking out my back window.  AH HA!  I turned around to put it into drive and there I saw them.  A bunch of the members from the meeting (covered in mud, head to toe) were there waiving at me good-bye.  I did not realize that they had pushed me out.  

I woke up with a feeling of being hung over, with what seemed like whisky on my breath.  It took me 10 minutes to brush away the cobwebs and realize I got back from the game & went right to bed.  I had not gone back out. 

Then I came to believe and understand that the members or AA could do for me what I so stubbornly tried to do for myself.  Even when I am not aware of it,  they are helping me!   

Thank you all!  

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