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Hard Day!
Posted On: 07/29/2008 16:25:37

I am taking it min by min, But gesh I am SOOO freakin overwhelmed!! I feel like it cant go to EVERY meeting, I dont feel the need or desire to use Thank you Lord!

I just get confused "12" Steps and all, Is it possible to do your own thing the way you think you'll heal? I am a Christian, I pray, I listen to Gospel CD's ect, I feel good about that KWIM? I mean of course I keep my lines open to talk and pick up the phone, I just feel Overwhelmed, I feel a death has occured and I'm mourning, I do have great support.... uhhhhhhh just flappin I guess!

 

Thank you for listening!

Today I am well! "Hard" but well!



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From: flowerchildofjc
07/29/2008 22:24:34

One Day At A Time...that's all it is.

From: DennisS
07/29/2008 19:54:30

As Angie said, a death occurs for everyone when they enter into recovery - that of our constant friends, be it MGD, MJ or little round buddies. You miss them, they were your support to get through life. Now you have this gaping hole, raw emotions are running unchecked and you need to learn how to deal with them without the drugs, just as I did without the alcohol.  You don't know whether to laugh or cry, scream or whisper. You want to hide.
     This too will pass. You will learn. Keep going to meetings - especially if you don't want to. Do the next indicated thing. Keep coming back until the miracle happens. Twill be a grand thing...

YFIR,
Dennis

From: crow73
07/29/2008 19:23:43

Jack Daniels, and Mary Jane was My Best friend and Lover...Was sad to lose them, but well worth it! Loss from anything is hard, but sometimes they can be harmful so they must go just like any unhealthy relationshp. If it causes pain then it must go! That's my opinion anyways...I felt overwhelmed in the beginning, but now things are alot better. Just hang in there, and keep sharing! Take care
--Angie Fallowfield

From: Isiah491421
07/29/2008 18:39:16

Keep coming back

From: paintingmyway
07/29/2008 16:39:22

I believe in meetings.  The days when I really don't want to go seem to bring out the best meetings ever.

Maybe this is something to pray about.

Blessings,

From: sugarcain
07/29/2008 16:35:18

Keep on flappin!!!  It's all good, and just keep coming back, it get's easier.
The promises DO come true.
Remember to stay in the moment




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