well, its truely been a long time since ive been on here. life really sucks. just found out that i could have breast cancer. went to another doctor today and they wanna run all kinds of tests. on top of that i have IBS with D and C. and that blows cuz i cant eat due to the pains in my stomach. im down to 92lbs. and being 5'5, i look like death on a stick! my kidneys (left one to be exact) are acting up. my natural grandmother died at 29 from kidney failure, my aunt went into kidney failure, and now mine are giving me problems

it seems that when one thing get settled, another problem wants to crop up. my mind has been in a horrible state and i dont know how to get outta it. every recovery slogan and term doesnt work... i pray but to no avail. im getting fed up with life!!! and if something doesnt give soon, ima break....

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