is not very easy for me to do.But I finally did on Friday,I asked one of the long timers to be my sponsor.And he accepted!I had been coming to the realization that there was no way to do the fourth step without guidance.Just too many questions that I dont know how to ask myself.So I am very happy to have some help with that.As of today I will have 21 meetings in 21 days and it really does help.I think that drunks like me really are helped by the structure and forms of the meetings.It gives you something to not think about,it is just a constant kind of thing.I am going to the big town about an hour north of us today and their meetings are usually about 40-50 people compared to my home group at about 5-15.Also I am going to marriage counseling solo,so it will be a long day of self analysis(woot).Anyway,talk to you all later.

Peace,Donovan