it really just blows my mind-
all you were to me, and i was nothing to you,
my whole life, i never thought i'd find
someone i'd let my guard down with and give my all to

but it seems i saw more than was there
i misread that look in your eyes
i wanted to hope love could be in a place where
nothing but sorrow and pity lies

i tasted more than a moment in your kiss,
i felt more than just for now in your touch
thought it would be so much more than this
but i realize it was me who wanted it so much

i heard something like forever in your voice,
i spoke of my dreams and promised my heart
but i was not hearing your choice
that you did not want anything but to be apart

i have never been so unaware
my reality not been so clouded
as to see what is not really there
to believe in what i should have doubted

i feel so naive and pathetic now
after i finally know the truth
i can't figure out why or how
i was so blinded by my faith's youth.

03/27/07

Tags: Disappointed