Hey folks.

Sick today. Ack! Allergies are terrible.


I am grateful that I am able to go to work though. Most times they knock me flat on my bak, but not this time. They are just mildly irritating. Makes me want to indulge myself...with Frenchfries! 

Not going to do it, but man! I am such a baby. Everytime I feel slightly icky, I just want to indulge and treat myself till I feel better. Since I no longer use nicotine, in any form, those treats more and more are becoming food related...hence this emormous weight gain.

I have started a diet and exercise program designed to get me back down to size, but I am always on the look out for reasons to eat. And be lazy.

I am going to do my best ti reward myself with a bunch of "ME" time later, and nix the fries from my to do list today.

We'll see how it goes.

I keep trying to remember, that ACTING MY AGE and being an adult does not mean I get to have whatever I want.

Its just the opposite. It means I have to DO WHAT NEEDS TO GET DONE.



Ugh.


What a lesson. AND a bit of a let down.


Genesis
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T10 days till I AM 6 MONTHS CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!