Hello people.

I have constistantly been eating extra at lunch the past two days. Its like I have one really good calorie day then take two steps back. I know its all a work in progress. But I can't seem to progress.

I even find myself trying a "no one will know" mentality, like no one can see these two hundred pounds on me. Surrrrrrrrre. What-Ev.


This new journey is frustrating me. I can't seem to get a grip on anything. I KNOW I want nothing more than to lose at least a few of these pounds. I don't care to look like I did in highschool, 9 scant years ago(although that would be SWEET!) I do want to be able to balance correctly while riding my horse. I want to be able to mount from the ground again. I want to be able to throw a 70 pound bale of hay without huffing and puffing like I do now. Basically to enjoy the one fringe benefit of my life. My horses.

I want to set a good example for my son, who is VERY overweight for his age. Mu husband is a large man, but not overweight, although he was as a child and said he suffered for it,. I don't want that for my boy. And he gets his habits from me....  I have to do better.


Genesis