I admit that I, by myself, am powerless to overcome my addictions and that my life has become unmanageable. 

  My addictions have provided stimulation or numbed painful feelings or moods.  They have helped me avoid the problems I face, at least temporarily.  For a while I felt free of stress, fear, worry, loneliness, discouragement, pain, regret, or boredom.  I failed to recognize or admit that I had lost the ability to resist and abstain on my own. 

  "Addiction surrenders later freedom to choose.  Through chemical means, one can literally become disconnected from his or her own will." -- Russell M. Nelson.

  As my powerlessness over addiction increased, I found fault with my wife, parents, co-workers, friends, and even my children.  I plunged into greater and greater isolation, seperating myself from others, and especially from God.  I resorted to lies and secrecy, hoping to excuse myself or blame others.  I weakened spiritually.  With each act of dishonesty, I bound myself with flaxen cords taht eventually became strong as chains.

  I realize how much my addictions have damaged relationships and robbed me of a sense of self-worth.  I am not just dealing with a bad habit!!!  My life has become unmanageable and I need help to overcome my addictions.

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