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Mutterings from a Fool
Posted On: 03/26/2008 20:20:33

     Don't you just love the way a catchy title brings people in? Even if it has nothing to do with the subject. 
     It's been a while since I babbled here, so I figured I'd see if I could remember further back than yesterday and put together a few (very few) coherent words.
     Life's been interesting for me of late. I haven't had any serious personal problems, meetings are going well, work is work, yada, yada, yada...
     I have been doing some reading on God's will and how it works in a persons life. I have come to the conclusion that they wrote those books to make money. The bottom line is: God is going to do what God is going to do, and there is not much one can do but go with the flow.
     I done some serious work on expectations, resentments and acceptance. I find that the only person I can really depend on is me (and even then only about half the time). So now I take what is promised with a truckload of salt. I plan for delays and take things as they come and not how I expect them to happen. It makes for a much more peaceful mind at the end of the day. 
     I'm finding that little line about "courage to change the things I can (ME)" works really well - if I do something more than say it at the beginning and end of a meeting. 
     I and the world ain't perfect yet, there's a whole pile of more changes I need to make. Mainly in the realm of stupidity supression and ego erasure (mine). But at least now a tree doen't have to fall on me to make me realize that I've been chopping on the wrong side.
    And you all here have been a major league, important part of what has happend to me. I owe you - big time.

Nuff said,
Dennis



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03/27/2008 10:49:27


Hey Dennis for the humble, wise, "mutterings" of an enlightened "fool!" or one in recovery....I'm learning also to chop on the other side of the tree (good analogy).  On the God-thing and knowing His will....If "going with the flow" means that we're open to His will in our life as the best for us, that's good....If "there's nothing we can do about it" means fatalism and prayers or anything make no difference to God, then, that's a different perspective. But, like my sponsor says that for some "G.O.D." is a Good Orderly Direction" and, if God is God then He will continue to make Himself known in a variety of ways, personal ways, as we're able to interract with Him.........Like those "God-moments" and "small miracles" beyond coincidence........................Just some more fool-mutterings.

Serenity, and the wisdom to know the difference.

Ken.

I have been doing some reading on God's will and how it works in a persons life. I have come to the conclusion that they wrote those books to make money. The bottom line is: God is going to do what God is going to do, and there is not much one can do but go with the flow.



03/27/2008 06:08:51

The last thing this is; is "Mutterings from a Fool". You are very wise and have many good things to say.

 serious work on expectations, resentments and acceptance. I find that the only person I can really depend on is me

Good point and something I really need to work on.
God is in Control not me or in other situations....

Thanks for being apart of this wonderful recovery site.



03/27/2008 04:55:23

Hi, reading 'making peace with God ' and enjoying it-although I know what you mean about  jumping on the band wagon to make money-Nia



03/27/2008 04:34:32

isn't that the truth,  'the courage to change what we can' and that would be ourselves!!!  and the rest falls on accetance...of people (ourselves included), places and things and even God's outcome.

thanks for the reminder.  so glad you're here and a part of my recovery.  God Bless. 



03/27/2008 02:24:07

You don't owe us. Well, not me anyway. I wouldn't have come as far in my own recovery without your presense, so we're even!

Kudos to what you said... "courage to change the things I can (ME)" because that is all we really can change. We may not always understand God's will (usually not without 20/20 hindsight anyway), but faith doesn't come without trust - and going with the flow. Life is so amazing, especially when I'm not trying to control everything my way!



03/26/2008 22:55:25

I just wondered why you posted my material, I saw Ramblings of an idiot and thought it was one of my works.




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