On April 29, 2008, I will be 6 months old. April 29th is 4 days from now....I can't plan that, because I can only live A Day At A Time. Last night, at my meeting, we celebrated not one, but two wonderful birthdays. "S" had turned 6 and "B" had turned 2. Next week, we have someone celebrating their 16th birthday. I draw much strength from these milestones, but I don't think that I will reach them. Why? Because that would be planning for the future, I can't plan for the future, because I don't know what tomorrow will bring. I used to have plans, dreams and schemes of something big on the horizon.....disappointment, of my own making, was what usually occurred. I keep a small amount of, I feel, healthy fear of going back to the Pit. So, I'll just continue on the path that leads me to a "better way of life".