I have been a bit all over the place this week.  Had a big attack of paranoia at the end of last week and thought some friends were plotting against me.  I was wrong.  Felt terrible shame over that one but traced it back and it is high time I talked to one of them and got things sorted out.  It's my own fault I just left it too long to express my needs in that relationship.  I don't really find relationships that easy but I am learning.  I usually don't get anywhere near the level of intimacy I have in this one so I have to say it is a bit outside the box. But sometimes scary.

I'm going to be giving a joint step 2/3 presentation this week.  A little unconventional but I went quite quickly through them and other stuff got in the way.  Actually I like the idea because for me the two steps overlapped a lot.  The more I found out about my Higher Power I just naturally trusted Him more to turn my life over.  Apparently once I have done this I can sponsor. If my prayers are answered and another woman walks into the meeting I'm so ready.

This also means I am on step 4 on Friday. Help!  Watch this space.

Tags: Reflective