I'm just awestruck at the way you guys responded to that last blog, so glad to have friends like you online.
Well I didn't manage to get to anyone last night, I rang someone but they were out and in the end there was no time to try anyone else so the fantasies went on and I used my husband later to gratify my desire, I hate that, he doesn't know and probably doesn't care but it bothers me.
I did manage to speak to my sponsor this morning though and we prayed and as usual he encouraged me and gave me some good advice.
The positives are that I didn't give in to temptation and walk past the office of that guy who was pursuing me not so long ago, on the way to work, that was mostly because I could sabotage my recovery but I wouldn't sabotage his, well I won this battle anyway. 
I emailed two friends at lunchtime and sent an encouraging Bible verse to someone else in recovery.
And I didn't fantasise all day although I still feel a bit physically aroused for no apparent reason.
I'm turning it over, my higher power got me through today. And at least I can see that there is a purpose in recovery today.
Phew, that was close.
Thanks for hearing me, you don't know much that means to me.