I can't remember queueing up and getting on this rollercoaster but here I am.
Why is it that life has to be so much like herding cats, you get one area straight and another one gets away from you.
So now things at work are fine, that had been a problem for a while but it's fine now and the man who was tempting me seems to have gone for the moment and at long last I am going to be getting a new kitchen and a real holiday and with both of my sons away at uni I thought that maybe my husband and I could have some quality time and sort out some of the glitches affecting our marriage.

But now I think I will be getting my eldest son back, he's failed a module in his course and can't finish the course because he can't get the finance for it.  And of course he's devestated so is going to be in need of encouragement and support till he can get his life back together again.

It has been quite a difficult and up and down year for me and last weeked I felt totally exhausted, I was looking forward to some chill time.  Hey ho.

As I said to a friend, 'Shit happens' but I am already finding it very difficult to stop myself escaping into fantasy or developing an obsession about one of the men in my life.  I want to believe that God is in control, I hope He knows what He's doing.