Take a look at my profile and the calendar, yes I slipped.
I slipped because I failed to set boundaries, when you tell someone not to contact you and you answer the text that is flaky.
I slipped because I was arrogant enough to think I could carry the recovery of another person, I was helping him, he was triggering me.
I slipped because I didn't get help when I needed it.
I slipped because I broke the HALT rule and was silly enough to use alcohol to blot out anger and temptation.
I spent a whole evening fantasising about the person I  have been trying to stay away from for two weeks and I carried that on during sex with my husband.
When I did that I ended 18 months and 28 days of sobriety and 3 months 14 days of not fantasising.
And as far as I know he got off scott free.
If anyone can think of a slogan to top this off with I'd be grateful.
A very remorseful and somewhat deflated. Cara