Gottta say thank you so much for coming back so quick with those very encouraging replies.  Told you, you guys are awesome and I hope I can do the same for you.  Its good just to know you have been there too and lived to tell the tale.  Still feeling wobbly but God came through for me today and reminded me that I only need to take it 'one day at a time'.  I only need to care about the next 24 hours.  So as long as nothing devastating occurs in the next couple of days I may be ok.  My sponsor told me once that if you are feeling really down you are only 36 hours away from feeling better.

Yes, maybe that man I was searching for was Jesus all along, He's the only man I know who really could sort me out. 

The irony is, it is National Depression Awareness Week this week and nobody else knows I was depressed.   I'm good at hiding it.  I have always had a horror of being labelled as a depressive.

Was reminded of my favorite song too 'Be thou my vision, Oh Lord of my heart'

Tags: Gratitude