I want to apologise to all my friends on this site for not being around so much lately.  Some of you have had some private conversations with me but some others have probably wondered if I have droped off the planet.  Thanks to those who keep sending me comments, it is nice to know I am still included.

So  what is my excuse? Just life I am afraid.  This is a busy time of year and I am finding that although I am free of a lot of my addictive behaviours that tends to expose the emotional problems I was hiding from in my addiction.  doing those things muffled the voice of my emotions and now I have them at full volume.  Sometimes I find that hard to cope with and I get very tired.  Rather than sitting down at the computer at those times it is more relaxing to listen to music or read or watch TV or occasionally to get alone to pray.

I am also trying to give something back to other members of my group.  We have a few newcomers at the moment who are going through some trying times. 

So  I hope you all understand this.  I will try to keep up with you all if I can, just don't expext any miracles and I hope you are all progressing well in your recovery.  The holidays are coming.  Hopefully I can catch up with you all then. Cara

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