I was looking at my sobriety date ..... the day the month the year has all changed, At one point, a good point in my life, I had accumulated many days of sobriety, almost 10 years of taking it one day at a time. I dont know what my problem is this time, I just had a few months under my belt and bam again.....starting all over, I do have a couple weeks, I know what it takes, I know what I need to do . there is so much good in my life and so many things at risk to lose....if I start down that path again......so God, why is it so hard this time? I know its simple, just say no, decide not too, so why am I lacking that strength., I pray everyday for it.......Im just thinking out loud, and I cant wait to hear some response, thanks all for being here it does help!!...........................
