Life on  gods will.  Gods will for me has dealt me and my kids a bad hand,  i have cancer of the spine ( this the 11th time I've had cancer) I start kemo on 3-3-08.  On Feb.15 2008 my kids and I where in a car accident we where stopped at a red light and we where hit from behind,  kids are fine  I received 3 compression fractures in my back, I am off work until I heal.   In the past I have always worked during my cancer treatments it helps me to coup with the pain, well this time God has a different plan for me. This time he put me in the spot were I have to stay down and rest and find a different way to coup with this.  In the past I have never asked for help with anything, now I have to ask for help to do the simplest things, the lessons I am learning Thur this is is OK to ask for help it does not make you weak. I started to believe this WHAT DOES NOT KILL ME WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER!!!!!!!!!!! 
Please keep me and my kids in your prayers. love to all : Sharon,Lea,Zach

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I just want to say thanks to those who have been praying for me.

to all :  I've got PST and my flashbacks are back, and now I found out on wed morning that my cancer is back this time its in my spine, wont know if there is any treatment until Feb.1st, I really need all of your prayer.

THANK YOU love Sharon still clean and sober 6mounths now

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Happy New Year!!!

this year is a new begining for us all my this year be a safe one for all of us

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To All: thank you.  The latest news the x was found and is now in jail.  the cops found him when he called his sister, the fear is still there but my kids are in a safe place I  done running now that my kids are safe its time for me to stand up and take back the rest of my life i'm done looking over my shoulder and being afaid. I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU. LOVE SHARON

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well happy holidays to all;

Sorry I'ven't been online for a while those who know me  will understand.  This is whats going on my ex found me and my kids, we have been in and out of diffrent safe houses.  He is now in jail and we are safe again.

AND THROUGH ALL THIS I'M STILL CLEAN & SOBBER.

the 28th will be  5months for me thank you to all my friends love sharon

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I just want to thank you all for your suport and your prayers and you contuined suport and prayer TODAY I'M 4 MONTHS OLD  AND I  LOVE BEING ABLE TO REMBER WHAT I DID THE DAY,BEFORE . THANK TO ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today is the best day I found out that my last test resuslts are all good. now I've got a new goal no matter what god hands me I know that with the help off my freind here and at home I'm strong enough  to over come thank you all for your support and your prairs. my god and eachother keep us all strong. ILOVE YOU ALL  sharon

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Today is a new day today my daughter is 9 yr old, i have 120 days clean and sober  I passed my training class yesterday with a score of 90% out of 100. GOD HAS ONCE AGAIN BEEN THEIR  TO MAKE SURE I DON'T FAIL.  MY LOVE GOES OUT TO ALL THAT WILL ACCEPT IT . LOVE SHARON

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Watching the clock go by, I wonder is this night ever going to end. I ask god to take the pain away then is goes away. I watch my kids sleep and prayto god that they never have to go throu what I'm going throu I start to cry when the pain returns and I ask again, he takes it away again the flashbacks are starting to retrun this time they are worse . min. by min.

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