Deeper than every ocean
Deeper than every river
That’s what your presence brings to me
Revealing the words I listen
Seeing you in my silence
Learning I’m with you constantly
As I was before
If we were flowers
We would worship the sun
So why not now?
This high is shining brightly
Brighter than before
As the door was open wide
There inside was a diamond chair
Where I sat when I was young
I wrote down the words
Only when the young at heart
Can enter the real world
This chance I’ve waited for
For you to see
If I had chances I would spend them with you
To hold you close and let your love surround me
Deeper than before
(Deeper than every ocean)
And I know this love is real
(Deeper than every river)
Realize this is meant to be
That’s what your eyes they say to me
You are listening to how I feel
So expectedly
(Brighter than every morning)
From the ocean to the sky
(Beautiful as the sunset)
Every river to the sea
Nature surrounds me constantly
We can hear love constantly
This is for you and me
Turn around and come deeper now
So what happens when I touch you there
You feel the words roll over you
Thinking of the better scenes
The memories
As everybody else just
Hasn’t got the time
To help you anymore
’Cause if the reason for
The things that pleasure us
To please ourselves
Not pressure us
To give our ego
Some pleasure time
Can you imagine
Any reason
To know you’re only fooling yourself
And then you’ll understand why
You’ll understand why
So if we choose to realize
All existence is a dream
This perfect resume to you
From me
Just had a tough time with magic
The death of ego
The moon
It was just coming through
Send me such a good time
In a letter form, tell me
The pleasure, no pressure
Pure imagination in a metaphoric dream
I get amazed like a true beginner
I get amazed like a true believer
I get amazed when I see you there
And I come alive
I believe I’m a true beginner
I believe I’m a true beginner
In your arms I can see it all
I can see it all
If we were flowers
We would worship the sun
So why not now?
This light is burning brightly
This light is burning brightly
Brighter than before
Brighter than before
Brighter than before
Brighter than before
Turn around and remember that
When it gets so low
As you finally hit the ground
Turn around and remember that
Now I’m standing tall
Standing on my sacred ground
Turn around and remember that
When it gets so low
As you finally hit the ground
Turn around and remember that
Now you’re standing tall
Standing on sacred ground
Standing on sacred ground
Standing on sacred ground
Tags: Serene
At the meeting I went to last night the topic was fear. I did my 5th step recently, and my sponsor had me write out all my fears, and I might as well have just wrote one word: Everything! It was amazing as I looked at the list, said it out loud, and reflected on it. I have been a fear based thinker all my adult life, actually going back to when I was very young. I will turn the least thing, in this strange mind I have, into a catastrophe before I know it.
Fear based thinking. I have to be rid of that. It's poison. My sponsor, who is maybe the most spiritual I've ever known, has a saying that is simple but true: God is either everything or nothing. He also has taught me that God wants only the best life for us. My prayers and meditations are based nowadays on the fact that God is Love, that He loves me more than I could ever comprehend, and to give Him everything, and give thanks for all the beauty and blessings He's constantly bringing into my life. He's taught me to ask God for everything I need today. Mind you, life is still tough on many levels, but that's my doing, that's me.
Thank you God and AA for my sobriey.
Tags: Reflective
