Wow i read this and its so true but guess what. I am stronger than you. You no longer have control over me. Just thought i would share it with my friends. No longer Does my ADDICTION OWN ME. I have my life back and Let me TELL you ITS GREAT! I look back at the last year and i am so happy i was able to be honest with myself. I have taken over you,
Growing slowly throughout the years.
I gave you visions of ecstacy, While I fed upon your fears; I made you feel inadequate, I crept into your soul; I was growing ever stronger, as your heart was growing cold. I let you see only hopelessness, the hurting pain and strife. I pushed until your will collapsed so I could own your very life. Now I am feeling some resistance, I can feel your spirit grow. I sense somewhere in the distance you are serching for your soul. my life is slowly ebbing, Into the darkness I must go; But as I lie here sleeping, I will never cease to grow. For I am always in you, I will never truly end. So you must keep a constant vigil or I will own you once again. I will lie here always, Creating voices in your mind. So you must keep a constant vigil For I am always keeping mine.
Your Addiction...................
wow as i sit here and think back to around the same time last year things were alot different. Its crazy so much can change in the course of a year. family drama, drama within myself, and the pain of knowing how much i hurt those around me. But what about those who hurt me? I'm big enough to say i was wrong why cant everyone else. i feel empty, like i have no control over my emotions...will i ever regain control? will things always b this way?
