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OH, BTW
Posted On 06/15/2011 23:23:39
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...and I am happy to say that I am still smoke free. I don't think I'll ever pick up again. If I ever even think about it I will ALWAYS, ALWAYS remember my friends from "My Recovery Space" because you guys were the first, besides my daughter, to encourage me to stay quit!!! Thanks again!!!
Most Sincerely, "Dee" 
Hello ev eryone. I was so shocked to come back and find out that this site is almost no more.  I always take a long time to come back on here but all my friends are always still here for me and I met a couple new friends the last time I was on here. I hope that you ALL are continuing to be successful in your different sobrieties. Tina, girl thank you #1! and to you and everyone else I love you all and thanks for the love whenever i decided to land on this site. I was always made happy in one way or another! GOD BLESS, BLESS, BLESS AND CONTINUE TO KEEP YOU ALL!!!!!
Much Love,
"Dee"
Gee Whiz! It's been awhile since I've been on here. Hello to all, old and new!! No one could have EVER told me that I would go this long without a cigarette. Praise The Lord! I have! I didn't think I could go past the...lemme say...two hours inbetween smokes. Well, God is still on the throne and He is still blessing me and keeping me smoke free. That's our "Reflection" for this month at church. Freedom. They ask every Sunday (you know, different speakers) if anyone knows anything about freedom. Man oh man do I know. I was straight bound by the stronghold of that nicotine demon until my God delivered me. I'm so thankful that I'm not going out at 2am to get cigarettes. I still kinda sorta have teensy weensy urges but they hurry up and pass once I resist. That don't be nothing but the devil though and I kick his butt too LOL! 
OMG, it has been a year already and I am still a non-smoker . Thank You God!! He has been on his job sustaining me and for that I am truly gratefu. Could NOT have done this without him. It just feels sooooo greaaaat to say that I don't smoke anymore, or rather just "I don't smoke". Wow. I just gotta keep goin'!!!
I really thought that I could quit smoking without gaining a ton of weight. Well, guess what? NOT!!! I have gained at least 8 lbs since I quit and it really shows on me. I find myself eating when I would usually be smoking a square. I know, I know.....some will say "eat a piece of candy" to me that means a whole roll of lifesavers or creme savers. Others might say "snack on fruit" I do. Veggies too, then I'll go and eat an oatmeal creme pie. It's also suggested that I exercise. Always too tired for that. Maybe I'll get just as sick and tired of this addiction as I did with the other one and just stop. Oh, wait. I'm talking about eating, right?? Can't just stop doin' that. Ok, sooooo, maybe I'll just decide to to treat myself even better and pay attention to my eating habits. Change them even. Yeah, that's what I gotta do. Right now I'm close, pretty close to 300lbs. My God, I never saw that number relating to my weight. That's a huge #. Oh no, I can't get there! No. No way. I've decided.
Tags: Disappointed
Wow,I really should stop cryin' about my addiction. Compared to some of you mine seems nowhere. It has, though, been a day to day struggle for me as well to not pick up a cigarette in 50+ days. Thank You God!!! (Before, I never went more than 3 days) It is and is not as hard as I thought. I just stopped on that wonderful day July 12 and have not picked up again. I just said I'm not gonna try and stop smoking today, I'm going to STOP, dammit. So I did. Sometimes I really want to smoke like hell. I just don't. But I take my hat off to everyone on this site who has made that first step and to those who have been steppin quite a while. Just keep on. Just keep on!
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