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triggered the hardest I have since I started my sobriety. I hate Satan afor bringing it back t my mind and it was a song that was on AFV and was in a video clip I used to watch. UGHHHHHHH. I have given it away but just terrible how our minds work...
It is over now but still makes me sad to get that ugly though back in my head.
Dave

I choose to let God have my fears and worries and I will do what it is I need to do to do his will, I have placed the key of willingness in the lock and the door is ajar and I will push it farther open. Let God!

Tags: Comfortable

I choose to be happy! with God's will in hand and my willingness to do his will no problem will be too tough to handle in fact I will let him handle ALL my problems.

Have a GREAT day.

Tags: Reflective

Was at my SA meeting and my wife was at her SAnon, we had a group form a recovery center nd there were 2 women in that group. now normally with my Lust addiction I don't trigger on sharing but Thank God for him this one womans started to share about her multiple partners in as many weeks and it hit me, even though I don't particularly look for partners it hit me and I strated the ole undress with eyes. a quick prayer for her and to have him help her and to remove the thoughts from me got me over the lust. weeks ago I would have kept that sip in my mouth.

When my wife nad I drove home we were chatting and she commented  bout the women in the meeting and if that was any trouble for me, so I told her what helped and she kind of smiled and said she was glad I did that. It helps when I know the people personally to not hav ethe trigger get it going.

This addiction is so cunning and baffling. I am glad God reminds me constantly that he is there if we just ask him. 

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I choose to let God handle my life and all its problems, he can have my thoughts and ideas, for when I handle it I stay in my addiction for I am powerless over it and my obsessions. God grant me the wisdom to know the difference between things I can control and can't control.

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I celebrate one week today and my addict was talking last night but thru the grace of God thru prayer he helped me maintain my sobriety, I need to humble myself to his will because Dave's will has mucked everything up. I appreciate all the support I have received from ya'll. Happy Sober day!

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Wanted to know if there is ever a time that I will disclose all my 4th step stuff to her, I said no. whatcha think???

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I am thinking about what Harvey said about being honest at what point is it not honets, if I tell people what s in my head it would be too graphic. but Harvey says if you keep in you will shame on it, he said if you are thinking about body parts what about those body parts are you thinking, idk but I don't want to be less than honest but i don't want shock factor either. what do other porn addicts think???? My addict would love nothing more thatn to keep me in my addiction by reliving the videos in my head (And i gotsa lot of em) I have found writing some of this stuff into my journal helps. as Johnny Five says input please

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Here I sit with my thoughts and have looked thru a bunch of folks sites here and comforting to see people with recovery helping one another. I feel ashamed if people knew the
"real" me but then I read some of the stuff here and I am not alone nor am I unique. which is great. I know things in the past are exactly that and I turn them over to God and try to do his will for me.

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