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NO MORE PROBATION letter
Posted On 07/31/2007 13:30:29
Entry for July 31, 2007 magnify

This is an official quote from a letter i got today!!!!

"State of Kansas,plantiff

v.

Dale J., Defendant

MOTION AND ORDER TERMINATING PROBATION

NOW, on this 27th day of July, 2007 this matter comes on for hearing upon the State's MOTION TO TERMINATE PROBATION filed herein.The State appears by Sherri S., Pottawatomie County Attorney.

WHEREUPON, the State advises the Court the defendant was extended on probation in February for six months. The defendant was placed on court supervised probation with the condition that he pay off the remaining financial obligations of the above captioned matter. The Clerk of the District Court reports the defendant has met his financial obligations.

WHEREFORE, IT IS THE ORDER OF THIS COURT that the State's motion to terminate the defendants probation is GRANTED, and defendant's probation shall be TERMINATED EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY."

I tell ya people i have waited a LONG time to read this letter.

I am free....no longer bound by the Courts of Kansas!!!! Although i have absolutely NO PLANS of going anywhere.....Its nice to know that I answer to NO ONE!!!! (Other than the lil Lady)HA HA HA!!!!!

I am another step closer to being "normal".....whatever that is.

Do not take offense to the photo above....thats my lil wave goodbye to Pottawatomie County Court.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

Love, Hugz, and Kizzez, Dale

Tags: Happy


free at last
Posted On 07/18/2007 16:22:41
Entry for July 18, 2007 magnify

Well HELLO EVERYBODY!!!!!!! I had to blog to brag a lil bit so bare with me. Pardon the lil funny up there but i just DIED laffin when i seen it so i wanted to share it with you too!!!!

As of Friday....I, TEDDYBEAR, have officially paid off all my fines i had in another county and am expecting a letter any day now letting me off of a probation that has chased me around for over 5 years!!!(was supposed to be a 2 year thing) But now I am FREE!!!!! I can go and do as I please....I can leave the state without permission from someone....I don't have to ask for permission for NOTHIN!!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!!!!!!

Everything else is goin great!!! Kristi and I are goin on a lil vacation this weekend to Missouri. Her and I and Bubba and Mom are all headin out and havin a good time. Gettin away from the lil po-dunk town we live in......Don't get me wrong it's nice and quiet and i really like our lil po-dunk town but darn it's boring around here. So gettin away will be fun. So i am going to keep this short cuz i gotta go out and do some work to the car so we can head out early this weekend.......I love yall...

LOVE, HUGZ, and KIZZEZ!!!!!!!! Dale

Tags: Happy


WTF????
Posted On 03/24/2007 17:09:20
Wow.....yesterday i celebrated my 3 year b-day and i didn't even get 1 comment or offline or nothing....then i went to the meeting and they didn't even let me share....just a happy b-day........I guess i am bitchin cuz this one was really hard and i almost didn't make it......but i did.......and i am grateful.......me and HP and these people in these rooms, blogs, chatrooms,helped me also.....so to all of you i say THANK YOU. Thank you for being there for me and commenting on my page and lookin out for me....I love you all!!!!!!!!!!

Tags: Disappointed


Hi, Howdy, and Hello everybody!!!!
Posted On 02/23/2007 18:10:41

Hi, Howdy, and Hello everyone..........Big Dale comin at ya live and in person from upstairs at mom's house......Fixin to hit the sack cuz ima tired but i thought i would type a lil bit of an update on things........

We are slowly but surely getting things over to the apartment.....we gots lots to do but with just a car to do it in...its kinda difficult. But things are comin along. Work is going good as well...hard work but its worth it for my lil family. I love them two so much!!!! We are hoping that we will be stayin there by tomorrow night....YAY!!!!!!

Now to a friend of mine that asked me to "PLEASE COME HOME SOON!!!!!'...........Sweety......This IS home for me now.....THIS is where i have chosen to go....THIS is where i have chosen to live......THIS is where my heart is.......I miss my friends and family there dearly.....but I AM home. I will be back for short visits..and hopefully a meeting or two..but i am getting established here. I plan on being here for a while.....but i don't know what tomorrow brings...(Hell for all i know..I could keal over dead tomorrow) I HOPE NOT but it could happen.

To those of you who would like to hit a meeting UP HERE.......the meeting in Burlington is called S.W.A.T. ...... and is at the hospital every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday night at 7 pm....... (HINT HINT) lemme know if any of you come up and ima make sure to be there....

Ok....i am very tired and overdue for some cuddlin so ima get off here and go lay down......

LOVE, HUGZ, and KIZZEZ!!!!!!! Dale

Tags: Wonderful


WOW!!!!
Posted On 02/16/2007 09:19:21

Well HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Everybody!!!!!!

Just a quick update on how things are goin.......I went to court yesterday and the judge took me off of the Intensive Supervised Probation and put me on court supervised probation.....Which means i have NO MORE P.O. meetings.....NO MORE court dates....NO MORE worrying about prison.....NO MORE peeing in cups in front of people.....ALL i have to do is pay off the rest of my fines and ima in the clear......WOW!!!!!!!

NOW i can quit worrying about those things and concentrate on living my life....Kristi and I are getting an apartment next week and Her and I and Bubba can finally be the family we want to be.....I am just ECSTATIC!!!!!! I love them two SOOOOOOO much...and WHOOOOOOO do i have to thank for all of this???? HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he he he he he he. I feel as though a heavy weight has been lifted off my chest. This is all i have wanted since i got into recovery.....A LIFE!!!!! Now i am on my way to having one.... The job i have is great...the peeps i work with are cool and there is alot my job has to offer me. I think i told yall this on my last blog but ima tell ya again......they offer a tool program....schooling...commissions on work done....and he works with you on your scheduling. So i have alot to be grateful for today!!!!!! Thank you to those of you who prayed for me and supported me.... I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love, Hugz, and KIZZEZ!!!!!! Dale

Tags: Happy


things are finally turning around...THANKS HP!!!!!
Posted On 02/10/2007 17:13:41

Ok folks.....I know i haven't blogged in a minute....but here i am!!!!!!!!

It is officially official......I am moved....I now reside in a lil town called New Strawn Kansas.....I am with the love of my life Kristi and my other love of my life Dennis...a.k.a. BUBBA. I GOT MY JOB at the truck stop!!!!!!! (YAY ME!!!!!) We are looking into moving into an apartment next week already... Life is good right now...things are starting to look up again and i am SOOOOO happy.(i am even watching RACING as i type...GOD LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!) We got everything moved that we could from Topeka and i am glad thats over. Prayer does work....i know that....cuz i just don't know how else things coulda turned around like they did without a lil help from my HP!!! I know doin all the foot work helped but to tell you the truth i was awful close to givin up there for a minute....but i started prayin again EVERY night and things have slowly turned around.... THANKS HP!!!!!!

Now....as for everything else.....i haven't got to get to a meeting here yet but thats on the agenda for next week....so hopefully i can find me a home group here and get re-established into an NA community here. I really do miss all my friends and family there in Topeka but man i just wouldn't trade this for nuthin!!!!!! I LOVE bein here with my baby and bubba....They are such a big motivator in my life cuz i want good things for all of us.....so workin and WORKIN HARD is what ima do for us... I got what i think is a great job.....LOTS-O-PERKS (schooling, tools, everything) and my boss is a real cool guy. We are moving three blocks away from where we are now but it'll be ours....

Now for one more bit of news....I have court next Thursday and my totally wonderful brother and sister have given me a HUGE chunk to pay against my fines to help me out and possibly keep me from goin to the BIG HOUSE.....i had them make the money order out to the court so i couldn't get into it and ima give it to good ol PO Tuesday mornin. Being clean and serene is how this has happened cuz if i woulda asked for help when i was usin.......FORGET ABOUT IT!!!!!! THANK YOU BUBBA AND SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok i think i have babbled on for long enough.......I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! LOVE, HUGZ, and KIZZEZ!!!!!!!! Dale

Tags: Happy


i am feeling like i am fading away
Posted On 01/18/2007 21:38:36
Hello everyone.....Today i have tried my best to stay somewhat positive but it just ain't happening. I have been real good at putting on the happy face but even today i couldn't do that. Today i was ready to leave this earth....(glad i had some kind of recovery in me). I wanted to end it all....Things just keep pyling up more and more and i see no light at the end of the tunnel. No matter HOW MUCH i pray.....HOW MUCH i talk to other addicts.......HOW MUCH i talk to my sponsor............things just aren't turning around. Today i wanted to end it.......I feel like i am fading away.

Tags: Depressed


ALMOST.......
Posted On 01/09/2007 21:55:22

Today i was very close to using....I have been severely depressed and scared to even leave my home. The roller coaster needs to even out...it really does. I know that no matter what i don't have to use...but today i just didn't want to feel. But....good ol HP works in some weird ways...I went to walk out my door and my puppy whined at me..run over to his food bowl and sat there..I went to feed him and there was none of his food. So instead of walkin North to the liquor store...i walked south to our local Walgreens to get him some food and me some cookies. I prayed on my way there and by the time i got home my urge had passed. THANK YOU HP!!!!! Now since i have got home...i was in my NA chat room and someone turned me onto this place and its great!!!! Another place to blog...another place to chat....I thank my HP and the program of NA for helping me....if it wasn't for those 2 things in my life i'd prolly be passed out or dead right now. 

Signed, An addict named Dale

Tags: Depressed





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