hi ya'll,let me tell a lil somethng of myself.well 1st off i'm an addict,i'm a working husband,father and a friend.i went to the "party"at 13 and finally finished at 37.i've had my ups and downs but who doesn't,right?we are not perfect,nor will i ever be.u see my choice of drugs was meth"tht bitch." i've got five yrs clean frm drugs but drank on 12-16-06 at my jobs party.so i guess i have just today clean,don't we ppl.but the program of recovery is still with me.it was me who didn't go to meetings,not the program.it was me doing thngs my way again but still failed.i'm a winner cause i'm clean and sober today.my sponsor tells me tht i'm gonna go off the deep end real soon,almost happen but i caught myself this time.anyways,i'm married to a wonderfulll woman for 11 yrs,we got 5 kids,7 dawgs,one cat,and a grip of fishes.whn i started at this party,i started because i just wanted to fit in but look whr tht got me:prison,jails,cya,yts...it just got me all screwed up.but now tht the fog is lifted i can enjoy my kids and my wife and myself.once i left self alone i could function as a "normal" person.but wht is normal,i know i'm not,it's just i feel as though i am.well if you wanna know more about,don't hesitate to ask.i'm willing to support anybody i can even being your sponsor.God Bless You all.BigEd
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