42and very special have been my whole life.Being this special landed me in more trouble than I could handle and turned me into a victim on more than one occasion.I became someone who was unwilling to let go, someone who choose to hide everything,so much so, I wanted to die everyday of my life.Anger,self-pitty were all of who I was until I found the 12steps.I know that it works if you work-it and that life truely is a blessing all of it the good and the bad.
