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take it or not, this is me
User Type: Standard
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ADDICTION:
Multiple Addictions
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SEEKING:
Solid Information
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perfer classic rock and the blues. but,any as long as it is good.
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basic text. and sometimes i have a problem with that.(the evil beast talking to me). and otherwise not much more.
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work, spending time with my children. spending time with recovering friends. tattoos (my new addiction)
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well, i'm a person that likes to have fun. when i started using dope was when i was around 12yrs old. 34yrs ago. it was fun. it always starts out fun. drinking beer. smoking weed. hanging out with the "in" crowd. when i was about 15-16 my brother showed me the medicine cabinet. my father had some very friendly doctors. script happy. it was all downhill from there. joined the army in '84.. still using. squirming around the piss tests. did appox 10 yrs. attended desert shield/storm. even in a country where they will cut of your head, dope found me. the first time i did crack was in '83. back then it was free base. had 2 beautiful kids. separated in '94-'95. then back to crack. i have worked construction all my life except, when i was in the service. i worked for my father. all the rest of the crew were bikers. if anyone knows bikers,they don't do anything halfway. all of it or...all of it. did masses of everything. doing everything under the sun and the moon for that matter. after being separated/divorced, things got really bad. back to the masses. really downhill. lost/sold/gave away everything of course. things weren't fun anymore. living where i could drop over. baths at burger king, blah blah blah. anyway, in aug'06, my brother (also recovering), pulled up to me in his sponsors car, opened the door and said " get in ". he then took me the local veterans hospital. i found out they have a great rehab program there IF YOU WANT IT. it practically has a revolving door. i stayed for 2 1/2 yrs. great program. the door was never locked. you can leave if you want. but, if you want to get clean, stay. it's all up to you. met alot of good people. great people. got me on my feet again. tremendous support. i have been rebuilding my life back. i can't change the past. the only thing i can do is, try to make the future a better place to partake in. one day at a time.
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me. supportive people. my children. cars. bikes. everthing about being clean. and having fun again.
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liars, cheats, thieves. something i once was.
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robertv577 has 12 friend(s)
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