Your comment on my blog... ohhh boy.... I admit that your right on with running from my problem. Mindlessly pumping iron... I have deep deep self esteem issues and deep Sam issues... And it hurts... I have gotten more chances to talk to girls now man because apparently i am showing more confidence but I still don't know what the heck to talk to them about and when I get home; i immediately regret it and am in pain. The same old cycle and I continue the next day to want to work out or whatever... Its just... Its hard man. And it hurts alot... Gosh darnit