Hello fellow Overeaters!!
Today a nice lady on this website asked me to be a friend. Little did she know, my HP put her up to it!!! That happens so much. A newcomer teaches an oldtimer. It has happened so many times.
I have been doing so well, I think I was getting overconfident. Life gets halfway normal and I (mistakenly) start thinking I am normal. The insanity was seeping in, and I needed to narrow the road a bit, get a little more structured, hang on a little tighter to my OA program. The specific thing I was doing was including trigger foods in my daily portion of food. Instead of 4 ounces of protein, I would have 3 or 4 "diet" candy bars. The calorie numbers are within my limit, but the nutrition is crap. I was doing it compulsively....trying to justify it by saying it was "within reasonable limits". Bull****, I know better. So I am countering this bad behavior by coming back to my recovery computer place. Still have meetings, still cannot LIVE without my sponsor's help, still need to do steps.....but now I am adding a daily visit to this site.
Thank you, Sally,
for reaching out to me to be a friend. You reminded me of the wonderful help available here.