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Der God, today I seek love by choosing forgiveness. I open my heart to You today and ask You to heal my hurts. I look forward to the future, You have for me. Help me be a testimony of Your love and forgiveness to those around me today. Regard,Joel G... Read More

I have just come back from a great weekend away with my husband.  Maybe some people would consider me lucky and I certainly enjoyed it but for a lot of the time I was fantasising about other men and I even got a thing about one of the entertainers to the point where I got really frustrated that I couldn't get him 'alone'.  What am I like?It is ok saying that the behaviours that matter and are featured in my inner circle have gone from my life but how can I change what... Read More

I realize I should be blogging more often than I do. Especially on this one.

Truth is I've been burned out for months because when you've got more than one blog, they all come to feel like an obligation. Not to mention I've lost several 'friends' (many I've known for years) due to my lack of social interest with their's as well.

Eh, perhaps I am having an off day and I don't even realize it.

Some days I find myself bein... Read More

Well, I've let myself down again. Today 09-11-07, marks one day clean, I've had so many white key tags, it's rediculous. I thought going to WCNA-32, might re kindle some spark of passion in me about staying clean, working, and living the program. The convention was awesome, San Antonio was beautiful, I met, hugged, shared with, and listened to, many recovering addicts from all over the world. Attended workshops, read at a workshop, attended and shared at marathon meetings, ... Read More

I just got home from atempting to do an amends. I went to linclon Il to logan corectional center to do this and as part of me being honest the ask if you have ever been convicted of an offence? Oh corse the thought was it has been 17 years they would not know. Ha my luck they would lock me up too. So of course I am honest and they tell me I have to write to get permision to go in. !!!!So I get back in my sponsors van and start to just cry like a baby!! She reminds me that our past the very thing... Read More

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