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I vowed to live my new life according to a completely new set of principles.  I would be accountable for everything I did.  No longer would everything be someone else's fault.  I would stand up for what I believed to be the correct course of action.  I would never again do anything I knew I would be ashamed of later.  I would treat all others as I would be treated.  Above all I would never, never lie again.Today, I was called into the bosses office.  There... Read More

Tonight has been a rough night, i called just bout everybody in my contacts and not a one answered, i was so desprete i called a girl who wasnt even talking to me, i feel so alone in this world im lucky there is no alcohol where i am im so ut of it i resorted to smoking cigerettes and anyone who knows me knows i only smoke in the worst of times, like just chewing isnt enough i cant sleep ive had 1 nights sleep in the last 5 days. im so out of it!!!!!!!!... Read More

Well I was being good.  But it has been a rough week and it was only a case of who would I start fantasising about first.  It turned out to be an internet pal, someone I knew years ago.  I just got this idea in my head about meeting up with him again and my imagination ran with it.  I was very close to sending him a message too.  In fact I'm not sure I still won't although I am trying to be sensible.  Now I have the adrenaline hangover to deal with and... Read More

im very discouraged. im havin a hard time finding a job here in MD cuz of my criminal record. i dont think its fair. many felons out there are trying to find ligitiment jobs without goin back to the streets. but every place ive been to is not willing to take a chance with me. i dont know wat else to do! im almost to the point of saying "forget it" and goin back to tennessee. ive tried calling the state and looking at web pages. and i cant seem to find anything... if anyone knows of a w... Read More

I’m really tired this Friday.  I’m in an emotional battle. I will win this, but it takes a toll on things.  My parents after 45 years of marriage split. What a shock to me.  It brings up all the memories of my divorce that started exactly 3 years ago. Weird timing and the parallels between the two are amazing.  My father was a raging alcoholic while I was growing up and my mom was the raging Christian. Best of the exact opposites, yet the worst of its kind. I love... Read More

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