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I am dissapointed in myself but I WONT beat myself up. Yesterday was a rough day cause my fiance and I fought for most of it. Somehow it came about. We were talking and opening up after we had calmed down. Calm as anything my fiance goes yeah I used to think you were heartless and cruel. I got mad but was so hurt I just welled up and walked away. NO ONE has ever said anything so hurtful. BUT HE WAS RIGHT!!! I dont recall what the terrible things I used to say to him during fights but they were p... Read More

For those that read my last entry, then I'm sure you were aware that I was filled with much anxiety having my daughter and her family move back to town.They should've made it back, again, about an hour ago...as they went back to Texas four days ago to pick up what was left of their belongings.The initial 5 days she was here, I never saw my daughter once. Although it never stopped her from calling me daily trying to solicit varying "favors". Even tonight she called, once they we... Read More

Hello Everyone, As you guys know my Dallas Cowboys were eliminated from the playoff, hard pill to swallow. I remember drinking on Sundays with chips in the couch and in between plays I would run to the bathroom and fix me a line to enjoy the game better. The reality of all this I could care less if they won or lost it was a crutch to enjoy my high. So know to business there are three parts to my recovery that need action on a daily bases physical, mental and spiritual.  Physically- I c... Read More

I am seeing new things every day, some good, some not so good. Life still sucks at times, but I don't drug over it. My wife still loves me (sometimes I wonder why). But Darn it - it is finally good to be really alive.  undecided, unsure and wondering; All i have to do is don't pick up .I want it - one day at a time,and share my feelings I'm sure that I'll be o.k.... Read More

ok, yeah, well, i drank on new years eve... my offical clean date is on january 1st but i cant change the year just yet. i wanted to make my good time better but i only made my spirit worse. ive got to stay on track. its not so much as the drug/alcohol use as it is my behaviors and thinking pattern. i stay angry and cant see no happiness in life. my life is miserable and its of my own making.my boyfriend is in for a wk, well ex-boyfriend now, and its been the longest, most stressful wk of my lif... Read More

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