What is rock bottom?  Maybe it's different things to different people.  I always thought rock bottom would be living on the street, putting needles in my arm, whoring myself for drug money.  I knew that >I< would never be that kind of person, I would never let that happen to me, and I havent, thank God.

 God's always been there for me, no matter what.  I know that he has saved me from the scenario I just described.  I rejected him for a long... Read More

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“There are two types of people who will tell you that you cannot make a difference in this world: Those who are afraid to try and those who are afraid you will succeed.” Ray Goforth

“Many of life's failures are men who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.” Thomas Edison

“The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time.” Abraham Li... Read More

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After i was sober for two years,  then went on a weekend bender how did i come to be here i knew for sure  if i didn't do somthing about my alchohol problem the there was only  2 options  total insanity or death  that may sound a bit dramatic but in my mind that is a fact my way of thinking my way of acting  caused me so much pain  it was getting to the point that i wasn't sure who or what i was any more    but through the two years of... Read More

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My recovery It has taken me 20 year and 3 months for me to come to the realisation that what i have,had not only affected myself but my imediate family although i have taken steps to deal with this disease it is with a deep sence of sadness that i feel that i have wasted so much of my life trying to battle with a demon on my own only to learn that sometimes it don't have to be like that with all the things going on in my head i had never eve... Read More

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