Ok, just writing this might Help and if anyone has been here before me your experience will be very gratefully received.
First of all I may have to come out of the closet and admit to myself and others a tendency to mild bi-polarity. It is only since I stopped medicating with sexual fantasy that I have realised this. I remember being a bit up and down emotionally as a teen, mostly down if I remember and down enough to feel suicidal even if I didn't try that out. There is always that... Read More
