I had a tough time sleeping last night; I was pretty restless. I remember one dream/nightmare, though it didn't feel like a nightmare while I was having it. While having it I was just doing what I was doing without the emotion I felt I should be having; it's kind of hard to explain. Well, here it is anyway. I was a soldier. Most the other soldiers were having a good time playing in the water in this cave, splashing around and everything. Other soldiers were... Read More
I admit that I, by myself, am powerless to overcome my addictions and that my life has become unmanageable.
My addictions have provided stimulation or numbed painful feelings or moods. They have helped me avoid the problems I face, at least temporarily. For a while I felt free of stress, fear, worry, loneliness, discouragement, pain, regret, or boredom. I failed to recognize or admit that I had lost the ability to resist and abstain on my own.&... Read More