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The three month itch. That’s what some of the people in AA call what I’m feeling. As of last night I am feeling anxious, I am feeling lonely and I am feeling hopeless. I am usually one to be extremely positive but right now I am finding it extremely difficult to be. People are struggling. So many people. I see it and hear it all around me. At the regular meeting I attend, people are struggling. People are saying things I never thought Id hear them say. People are crying more often, people a... Read More

Wow i read this and its so true but guess what. I am stronger than you. You no longer have control over me. Just thought i would share it with my friends.  No longer Does my ADDICTION OWN ME. I have my life back and Let me TELL you ITS GREAT! I look back at the last year and i am so happy i was able to be honest with myself. I have taken over you, Growing slowly throughout the years. I gave you visions of ecstacy, While I fed upon your fears;  I made you feel inadequate, I crept into y... Read More

wow as i sit here and think back to around the same time last year things were alot different. Its crazy so much can change in the course of a year. family drama, drama within myself, and the pain of knowing how much i hurt those around me. But what about those who hurt me? I'm big enough to say i was wrong why cant everyone else. i feel empty, like i have no control over my emotions...will i ever regain control? will things always b this way?... Read More

Anxiety seems to be a word that many people use in quite a general way to describe feelings of panic, nervousness, shyness, apprehensiveness... I am not sure about now, but when I was younger, say from pre-teens to early 20s I definitely had more than my fair share of those feelings and thinking about it now, I am pretty sure I even had an undiagnosed and untreated social anxiety disorder. I don’t even know how aware I was or that I even applied the word “anxious” to what I felt but I do... Read More

So I have been working on the 12 steps by myself because i dont have a sponsor, I really dont have anyone who can understand. I want to know how to let my voice be heard instead of reverting back to bad habits and my addiction. I went to aba meetings [anorexia and bulimia annoymous] but felt soo different than everone else. Going to the meetings seems really strange for me, I feel like I am so different than everyone else. I feel like im not as good as they are at my addictions. I know thats cra... Read More

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