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Let go and let God

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27 years old
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MY DETAILS
JOB: Business
ADDICTION: Anorexia/Bulimia
SEEKING: Accountability
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
PERSONALITY TYPE: Leader
WORKING STEP: None
SOBRIETY YEAR: 2008
SOBRIETY MONTH: 04
SOBRIETY DAY: 16
MEMBER SINCE: 10/21/2006
STAR SIGN: Leo
LAST LOGIN: 06/21/2008 02:45:13
MY RATING: 0.00

Music
My husband gave me an homemade CD, and I laughed since he knows me SO WELL. On the CD there was Rammstein, Crqash test dummies, Alanis Morrisett, Christian songs and blues. So it is hard for me to say what kind of music I like. Rythm and texts with meaning!

Movies
Too many to write down at the moment. A couple of them are:
Ocean´s eleven and twleve- and thirteen.
Constantine
The Others
Kill Bill
and so on.
At the moment mostly childrens movies, since my little ones have occupied the tv.

Books
Mostly criminal novels. Also a lot of Christian litterature, and of course childrens books...

Hobbies
I like to write and read. And take care of my beautiful home and my family. If one can call that a hobbie... And of course, medieval times and history re-living.

MY BLOGS
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05/23/2008 14:34:57
05/19/2008 12:48:14
05/17/2008 01:16:22

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About Yourself
I´m a 26 year old mother of three and wife to a wonderful man.

At the moment we live in western Sweden, near the Norwegian border, in a really small and friendly place. My husband is reading to becoma a pastor, and I work as a shoestore superviser.

I have been in and out of addiction, mostly foodrelated addictions, for the last 13 years. But I have discovered that addiction is not bound to a special form, but often changes form. So I fight adiction in genral.

After beeing quite inactive in the program for about one year, I have returned. Why does one have to return straight to the bottom befone one realizes that this is the thing that works?

Well, with God´s help I´ll stay put here and in program ODAT.

Like
My turn ons are many. Reading, driving my car while lisstening to music, beeing with friends and so on. Also community work and engagement.

Dislike
That would have to be disshonesty and people that step on others just to feel better for themselves. Also our dissrespect for nature and our self-focusing.

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Displaying 10 out of 38 comments
From: Maggie5656
06/13/2008 03:18:13

thank you

From: DennisS
06/05/2008 18:14:56

Happy 30th....

From: StartingOver
06/05/2008 08:19:07
Your children are soooo adorable!!!


From: OfficeGoddess
05/26/2008 11:10:33

surfing

eHugs Laura

From: DennisS
05/24/2008 19:27:23

     I was at a meeting today and we discussed commitment in relation to recovery. I explained that when I hear someone is "doing" steps I wonder - IMHO it is far better to live them. Make them part of me, almost instinctual. I feel that is the only way for it to work for me.
Take care,
Dennis
OBTW, I'm still powerless today - but He isn't...

From: LpRN13108
05/22/2008 13:26:01

Thanks. I know what you mean. I have to be careful when I feel that elation..usually a danger sign for me to. I try to just have contentment with the way things are not look for an over-the-top exciting experience. Thanks for being part of my recovery, I really appreciate your care and concern.
Love,Hugs,and Prayers
Laurie


 pikkunen wrote:


Congrats on your 30 days! Way to go! I have found that the most important thing in my "milestones" is to keep in mind, one day at a time. It is so easy for me to be filled with joy and forget that that is when I am most wunerable. At milestones my disease tells me "boy, you made it this far. great job. now you really deserve a..." Tricky disease! Big hug to you and God bless!



From: LpRN13108
05/21/2008 12:51:16

That is awesome. God always finds a way to reach us with his message..even with an mp3 player. this website was a very important way God spoke to me..his words come through in every message I get from friends like you. I hope we can be friends for a long time and can help each other through the tough times. I am at 30 days today..thanks to great friends and God.
Love,Hugs,and Prayers
Laurie


 pikkunen wrote:


Two weeks today. And I'm sober! Thanks to God and the program. I'm lisstening to mp3- Big book study- and it really gets me throuhg. You can download them online, a wonderful discovery for me! So, today I will celebrate my staying sober, in program and in toutch with God.



From: jd
05/20/2008 19:28:25

wecovery!  got it.  lol.  i was a little slow.  i'm all for it.:)

From: LpRN13108
05/20/2008 08:12:00

Your Welcome. Helping each other stay on track is what friends do. Lets talk more soon. I am so glad to hear you choose to let the bitterness go so the recovery can begin..Don't Give UP!

Love,Hugs,and Prayers

Laurie


 pikkunen wrote:

The first step towards relapse. Thanks for your "hands up". If I'm honest, I know you are right. But I have not been honest theese last couple of days. So I needed your reminder. I am not willing to go back to my addictive hell. I am not willing to let it all crumble back to zero. So I choose to be willing to let go and remind myself that God can- I can't. Again, thank you so much!



From: biggybiggs74
05/18/2008 01:26:06


pikkunen wrote:


Thanks so much. It is hard to understand my husbands part of this, recovery within me and our relationship. But I'll keep on praying- and I'm sober today! One day at a time. Thanks for your encouragment.


no problem thats what we're all here for. its not allways easy for any of us. if theres anything i can do to help. just let me know.

big hugs
billy


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