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What will it take?

mem_normal OFFLINE
Female
41 years old
Loves Park, Illinois
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JOB: No Answer
ADDICTION: Marijuana
SEEKING: Support
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
PERSONALITY TYPE: Skeptic
WORKING STEP: No Answer
SOBRIETY YEAR: 2006
SOBRIETY MONTH: 10
SOBRIETY DAY: 30
MEMBER SINCE: 10/29/2006
STAR SIGN: Virgo
LAST LOGIN: 03/20/2007 22:51:12
MY RATING: 0.00

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02/19/2007 12:32:39
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10/29/2006 06:20:50


Courage to Change






I've managed to pull off a good charade, but it's started to come crumbling down around me. I told myself for so many years "I am not an addict, I can control my use of drugs and alcohol. Those poor, unfortunate addicts, thank God I will never be like that". Well, I'm not a junkie living on the street, but it's time to admit drugs and alcohol control me, not the other way around. And I have to get honest with myself, in order to take back my life. This is my first step.

Strong, independent people. Free thinkers. Ambition. Honesty. A love and respect for God and life.

Arrogance. Bad hygiene.




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09/15/2008 08:50:11

Just stopping by to say hi!



03/14/2007 23:25:56
Wish I had some cool graphics and powerful words of wisdom. I'll have to work on that. I'm needing to get serious about recovery. I talk about it much more than I "work" it. I think I'll get more involved with this site and see if it doesn't help me to focus and remind me that I am, indeed, an addict and that the monster IS trying to kill me. That's my deal in a nutshell. YIKES!!!


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11/18/2006 13:51:31
By the way! Congratulations on your 19 days as free! Wonderful! Keep up the good work! You know you are worth it!


11/18/2006 13:50:54
Hello! I just thought I´d stop by and say hi. Hope everything is well with you. Take care!


11/12/2006 15:22:21
I just wanted to say Hi!!


11/06/2006 12:29:30
god sends angels to us each day thay don't have wings or a halo flying above there heads thay come in descise and wee call them friends thanks for being my angel


11/05/2006 20:53:20
Just checking in How are you doin Huggs RayRay



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